Welcome to this new blue world: a more distant dot concealed within folds of our deep fervor where rivers run unchecked to unburden husks of open hands and mouths, from which red-orange molten light of words rise up as fortress, monsoon cloud, kingdom of language translating sisters & lovers into indomitable being where once our skin blistered and broke our names washed up bloodless, expired onto shorelines to be consumed by the rollicking from that lament of time, that scar of gravity scraping at our feet; instead -- here we run like we never ran before laughing so hard our tears ripen and drop as figs, forsythias and our golden arms grow pinions to finally lift up into this sun the kernel bursting from within our throats
Ritual: Coffee
The ceramic mug laden with mustaches is the one I choose each morning. Its shape is perfect: rounded and robust handle, solid and thick stature of containing body, lip widening slightly outward to hold the full moon liquid of black coffee. Frida’s unibrow is on there somewhere, and you would think Hitler’s fascist micro-stash would be in the milieu of famous facial hair, but I guess this was intentionally omitted. The actions which repeatedly perform themselves within the trajectory of our roaming, wise bodies, which feel our decisions before we make them. The question becomes not how but when. When all of our deeds are done, who will be left to turn out all the lights? Who will have guessed and guessed right? What if our choosing is always inevitable? I pretend to know what my body tries to make of me.
(7/9/2020)
Phosphorescent
We sway against music sloshing between our temples watch: the soft pulse a sea of moss green points riddle the air above the darkened field soft-bodied entities and their beguiling flares approach but with caution invitation to cling, expire never in our backyard childhood have we seen so many speckling the dark with Morse code dots the tender light let out in poised pursuit -- sky inks onyx-blue beyond tall grasses and the night is warm our bare city feet skim the dew, find traction in considering if our far-away loves can see this tidal of wanting in the kindle of insect hearts enough to signal back through the ever-present beacons of our phones meanwhile we attempt speech my confused tongue canters ahead of me as I melt into the grass